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I guess it's time for a little update here, being that I hardly update anything in my journal on Gaia. I fill it with useless crud, but meh. Not.. Like there's going to be much of a difference today, either, so don't look forward to it.

Currently, I'm listening to opera, of sorts. I've really gotten into it, actually. It's odd yes, but.. I love voices. Don't get me wrong. Techno freak here, but.. I don't always crave background noise. Aside from that, I'm trying to lose weight. I'm getting fed up with being overweight, so my mother and I are going for long walks and we're drinking these weird shake things and not eating red meat.. Right now? I feel like s**t. Comes with being on my period, I guess.

Not that all of you needed to know that.

Anyway, now I'm going to talk about relationships. Family first. I.. Went to a wedding a week ago. It was awesome, but the couple seemed fake. My cousin is a d**k and his bride seemed like a b***h. One of the preppy variety. But why do I care? I'm not marrying her. Now, my grandma came down. I learned that she and my mom are a lot alike, in very many ways. but in others.. Let's just say I'm kind of happy that I have the mom I have, though my grandma is very accepting and I love her. I mean, sure, my mom and I have had our sour patches, don't get me wrong. I mean, fighting 'til there's blood? Not that great. But.. She's still like a friend to me, in more ways than she's my mom. Though I know not to cross her. I'll still get my a** kicked.

Alright. Time for friends and other's updates. I have a girlfriend now. Been dating since the seventh, and.. It's pretty crazy. In an awesome way. It's like she's all up in my brains or something. We're really similar, and pretty different at times. You see, I was turned off to the idea of my own being a Christian, but she is one, and it makes me smile to hear that, knowing she believes in God, but also believes that love can come in any form. Gay, straight or otherwise, and.. That kind of acceptance is wonderful. Y'know.. Every time I talk about her, I say something sappy about her eyes.. I think I'll avoid doing that this time. If she's the girl I take to Canada, I think I'll be pretty damn happy.

xD I don't think I have any actual friend updates.. Hm.. Well, I do have a message for one friend, but I doubt he reads this stuff. So, Tod, keep your chin up. Don't let anyone- not your mom, not your sister, not thoughts of your dad, and not friends- bring you down. People care about you. Like me. And we don't want to see anything bad happen to you.

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>> Uhm. Maybe I should talk about my art shop? Yeah. It's shitty. xD There you go.