Mood: Relaxed.
Song: Between Two Lungs - Florence + The Machine.
Led me to find something quite sad.
When best friends that are far away stop going online,
Or stop checking on each other here;
What happens?
Do they still stay best friends forever?
Like the promised, and felt?
Or do people ever even feel the kind of connection I have with my best friend with their own?
Honestly, I am NOT worried anymore about losing Brianna.
I know she'll always be in my life;
"Together forever, never apart. Maybe in distance, but never in heart.”
I know a lot of things are suddenly going to change,
With me not going on the computer anymore...
But we're a lot luckier than most people;
We talk on the phone a lot,
We text each other usually for a while everyday,
I've seen her face to face.
The distance sucks,
I can't lie,
But soon enough I'll be back by her side.
I love love love my best friend so very much,
And I guess that's why when I see other people that've lost their relationship with their biffles,
I get afraid,
That somehow, some way,
It COULD happen,
But I remember it CAN'T happen.
I realize now that I've basically been a greedy babycat,
Because all I ever wanted was to have Bri all to myself,
All day, everyday.
I didn't want her to have any sort of life,
Unless it was because I was helping her live her life.
But that's even more silly than the thought of losing her.
I spend more quality time with her than most people do with their friends,
So I think I'm not gonna be a greedy babycat these days.
Even my mama needs a night out,
with her babycat with the sittercat!O:
bah i'm weird.
(:
129 days til I can mew at her and hear her purr owo
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