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Right, so Gaia's journal stalkers, I don't think you'd bother with getting to know me but in my sophomore year, I got my first ever gf, she wasn't the greatest in looks, but she had an acceptable personality. So she and I dated (or at least, the high school equivalent of dating....) for a good two months, and around one month into it, she and I started to contemplate sex with each other. While I wasn't quite ready, it was my fault for even mentioning it in the first place, so for a while it just stayed at "exploring each other" and going no further. Then I miss her birthday (May 9th) and made the decision that I was ready. So on my 17th b-day one thing led to another and pow, deed was done.

After the summer (her father forced her to go to Del Valle) she and I more or less broke up. Skip forward to our senior year. She and I are walking towards her home she stops me and asks if I wanted her back, I say yes, she then asks me if I could willingly "share her heart." as there is another guy that she also likes, naturally I say yes. Because I still loved her and genuinely wanted to be able to call her mine again. The very next day, before I am able to even get the chance to take her on a date, she tells me that she likes the other guy more and that he doesn't want to share.

Flash forward to the present.

After a series of separations, heart breaks, and chances, she tells me "Hey, Vince, you may have another chance to be with me. You'll have to fight for me though." So I tell her (via fb message, sent just this past Friday) that I'm planning to make a trip North to at least Tacoma, WA (her name's Breianna)to meet a girl that I'm interested in and if things work out between the two of us that I'd come up to Alaska for her heart. She then sends me a text that she has slept with the other guy and plans to get engaged with him. This is just two days ago that she told me, and I've been heart broken ever since, not so much because I'm no longer have the chance to make her mine so much as it is because it is literally the second time that she did this to me, the second time that she told me that I have a chance, then slammed the door shut on me within a week.