Welcome to Gaia! :: View User's Journal | Gaia Journals

-sigh- Well, here I am again.

I guess that, this time, what I have to write is, at least, a little funny. Somewhat.

Over these two days- meaning yesterday and today- my mood changed.. Drastically. I.. Would love to blame my period, being that it is my time of the month (though, for most of you, that is way too much information, I'm sure). It all started when my mom and her current boyfriend decided we should chill for the day. Just us, since the kids were over at a friend's house. Alright. Fine. Well.. we went to a bar, and, apparently, I look over twenty-one, though I'm only seventeen. Yeah, it's illegal. Designated driver or not. Anyway, I had a drink or two, so that they wouldn't question my age. I didn't get drunk or anything, because they were spanned over about five hours. Now.. My mom and her boyfriend ran up a $126 tab that night. Now.. We all went out so that we could sing together. It was.. Pretty fun. Until about the very end. it was when my mood went.. Downhill. I don't know, I went from totally happy and fine to.. Out of it. It happens a lot, but neither my mom nor her boyfriend have ever experienced this. It lasted throughout the night and on through today. I was just.. Left down in the dumps. Felt like I'd been kicked in the stomach a few times..

My ex, Katt, always battled with my mom over who knew me better, and just by that night, I know that my ex knows me way better than my family, because.. ********. I know it's really weird, but Katt could have me out of my mood with a quickness. She's a dork like that. I haven't called her or contacted her. She has school and we haven't talked in a bit. Hell, I haven't been in one of my moods in a bit. Everything's been pretty good and well. But.. I dunno. I'm just waiting for tomorrow, hoping this shitty feeling will go away.

'Cause, until it does, I'm going to sit at this computer and.. Do nothing. Yeah. That's my plan, I think..