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Hey, I thought I'd let you know that I might end it pretty soon.

I'm giving this before our one year, I think that should be more than enough time to think things through. Have I never thought of ever thinking this, I guess its time to realize that I can no longer hold onto something thats just going to be too heavy to hold onto.

My thoughts are passing through me like lotion on my skin, it ain't flowing right without a push. Now I have to tell that this decision will be my last. Good or not, it'll be waaaaaay better than where I'm at right now.

I think its time that I make decisions for myself. I don't want to agree when I don't want. I don't want to follow when I know its leading me into more sht. I'm done.

I'll give you another degree, make you open your eyes. If you can't realize what your doing is wrong, then I'm not going to hold on anymore. Its time for me to let go sooner or later but its getting closer and closer...and well baby, were just breaking.

I realize that this may be non-sense but hey, I'm sorry. I guess my mind was just clouded with thoughts of lies of always wanting to be 'happy' with lies intertwining with messed up lies.

Dear everyone,

Live life to the fullest, your life is the sum of all your choices, realize what you decide is what you want, don't let anyone take advantage of that.