I'm tired of not knowing what's going on around me. It's with everyone, especially those whom I worry about, and love on a daily basis. My boss, my coworkers, Amanda, my best friend, even Josh occasionally with just... "SURPRISE, I'm doing something on your day off."
And then I'm sad, because I feel hurt that I wasn't told. I feel like... I wasn't good enough to be remembered to be told. Or that I was worthy enough to be told. It's a weird feeling.
And I know that I'm wrong to feel this way.
But I can't help it.
I can't help... feeling helpless.
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I honestly don't think you're wrong to feel the way you do.
I think you're a great friend and if I ever do anything to make you feel bad then I expect you to tell me 3nodding