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hmmm another day,sure I'm feeling weird again...I keep listening the song 'Cea mai frumoasa zi' by Alexandru Andries (roumanian singer)
old wounds keep bleeding and new ones are made...

tomorrow will be a nice day...or at least i hope so...i'm a see my two cousins whom I haven't seen since the summer.They are pretty awesome,they're the only people in my family who are anything alike me
and we're meeting in the old town heart

i love my short hair

god some people are really stupid...like there's this guy who probably wanted to make fun of me or something...but he can't even make fun of a lil baby...well i don't know him too much,he's in my school,in the same generation as me and well i had him in my facebook friendlist and he sudden asked for my msn...where he started making silly conversation like "how's highschool",and i was really bitter by giving him short answeres.anyway he was like are you emo or something?i was trying to make up with you and you're so butthurt
rofl i started laughing,just couldn't stop.he's that kind of a guy who's really ugly and stupid but thinks he's a real macho...
hmm at least he made me laugh(and no,i'm no b***h,he's doing that with the most girls he knows,if not all)

so yeah that's pretty much all....I'm waiting for 30 minutes to pass until 'weeds' starts...

now I'm listening metallica-holier than thou...love this song...just as many others

uh i almost forgot,I'm a b***h.i hurt a friend really bad...a long time ago and i keep doing it.he fell in love for me and the sad thing is i didn't love him back,i just couldn't,he was like a brother for me and couldn't be anything more.I tried dateing him but i just ended up by hurting him even more...
now he made a post,actualy more 'a tribute to nice guys' which seamed to me adressed to me.he posted that thing on facebook were i wasn't in his friendlist and oh what a coincidence,just after posting that thing on his wall he added me.I'M SUCH A b***h and i deserve getting hurt just as I hurt him...but to be honest i don't have more luck than him,he's almost the only guy who ever liked me(i won't discus the other) and i didn't love him back and got sad because i hate hurting people.

another thing that pisses me off is that my best gaia friend isn't answering anymore...i think he's punished or something...I'm kinda worried and miss him,he's awesome heart

well i'm pretty tiered so yeah that's all for today...
rest in peace

with love,
the b***h