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I'm standing here
Watching the clouds float by
Wondering why the pain never deserted me
The sadness, sorrow, bewilderness that never left

I'm flying... away
I'm flying... away

Holding hands with myself
Sharing life with myself
Reaping the loneliness I've sown
In these fields I've always grown
Digging blackness from my mind
I will die all alone

<Saturnus - All Alone>

This song is perfect...amazingly beautiful and describing my deepest feeling and fear...I don't even need the lyrics,the sound says it all...the need of screaming comes again.