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It's strange you know,
the histories people have had.

We dated, some say,
We avoided it completely. others counter.

It was my biggest regret, they both conclude.

I guess... depending, it could really... be regretful.
especially when it's so painstakingly obvious
that two people belong together.

But what the hell do I know?
Honestly.
I'm so shitty with love,
if someone offered me an award in it I would think I cheated to get it.

Trust me, girl, you wanna be high for this.

I can't miss anymore school or I'ma fail for the year.
God can't believe I've missed 20 days? hahaa.

Not that surprising though.
All the ditching I do. :/

I need to quit.
Even if my grades are good, I still need to pay attention and go to class.

I'm sorta sleepy.
I should sleep so I'm up when you call and we spend some time together up to no good!

I was thinking about it, you know...
I don't want this decision to be something to regret upon.

Also,
I want to stop being so trapped in my warped mind.

How I pass for a semi-normal, decent person most days baffles me.