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As of late,
I feel the need to reel them all back in.

Hold on a little tighter,
Don't ever wanna see them walk outta my life again.

All the people I loved from my childhood,
I just want to hold them close
and hope they won't let me go.

But everyone of the recent year
Oh they mean so little to me,
In fact, I could easily do without almost all of them.

Why does the need for companionship suddenly hit us
At the worst of times?

I just want someone to show me that love does exist.
I feel like I'm so wise, yet in reality I'm just as naive as it gets.
And it kills me, honestly.

I know no marriage lives off of love,
But I still yearn for it,
I still want the taste of passion to burn on my lips
Like from the kiss he graced me with
Merely a month ago.

But ******** it,
I'm a goner to this game
How much longer am I gonna have to strive for all of this?
And how much longer do you expect me to survive when I don't have the gills it takes to breathe under water?

Why don't you just...
Oh, I don't know,
MAKE SENSE.

Why is it,
That this feeling,
It only rests within my soul?

And if it rests within yours,
And it stirs your heart to the extent which it stirs mine,
Why can't you just show it?

Why is a romantic gesture just so much to ask for -
Oh, I know!

Because, Parkway Drive is ******** right,
ROMANCE IS DEAD.

******** Christ.
I hate everyone.
I just want to plummet under the water at this point,

Chill with the fish,
Adapt and become a ******** mermaid.

Sound good?
I bet it does,
Cause you never ******** cared.