Here and there now and then, where is the grass greener even while living there Again? I seem to lose myself in a haze of hope and desire never knowing or fully Understanding what they require. A devious bellow and gruff lil snort from the angry Negative side of me left with no retort. What am I doing? has the dream ended, or is This the beginning of a life befriended. Death now my foe and a new ally below lifting Ever higher and higher so that my goals may never fade or retire. I've released all my Disdain so now in my heart only the purest remain...I hope it works.

Simplistic isn't it? but it suits my feelings this moment. I wonder if im talking too much now.