It's been a while since i've written in here. 9/12/12. Soooo the thing is that i'm actually one who wants to love and be loved. I'm not fragile and i'm not invincible. I just wish i was handled properly. Maybe i sound like a wuss or something idk. I want to open my heart to whoever i'm with and be able to trust them. This action always leads to massive heartache but i still refuse to stop trying. I get frustrated...maybe i should move somewhere cold.