Didn't do much eventful today. Just went snorkeling a bit, saw ONE colorful fish. A humuhumunukunukuapua'a. It's called the reef tang in regular terms, but that IS the native name. Yes, all of it. Just went out to dinner at this nice little cafe, had myself another virgin margarita. It was good. I'm feeling a bit sick now, though... I still can't get over the fact that one of the people I'm personally very close to isn't returning the affection and attention that they used to. We're working on repairing it but I can't help but see another girl making eyes at him and flirting, which makes me POSITIVELY FURIOUS, even if it is just Roleplay or something else. It makes me feel like they aren't actively trying to help the situation, and I wish they would. I AM a VERY naturally possessive person. (I'm sorry, I'm so sorry, but it's how I am. You can take the girl out of the wild, but you can't take the wild out of the girl. I'm sure you understand. [am I sure? AM I SURE? If it only involves US, THE TWO OF US, THEN YES, I AM SURE.] Please don't take it too harshly. But I am worried SICK now, and I'm afraid I'll have to go off to be sick, because I'm afraid I'll lose you to someone who won't love you and care for you as much as I ever will be able to! NOBODY will be able to give you what I can, even to a millionth of efficiency! PLEASE UNDERSTAND. I don't want competition and I don't want you to be distracted from what we are trying to do, to repair! If I lose you, I AM READY TO DIE.)
I'm not going to sleep tonight.
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