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I'm sitting here wondering what happened.
Why you feel no need to even reach out to me.

Whatever happened to that term that we used to use so freely with one another.
You know,
Starts with "best."
ends with "friends."

As of late it feels like I don't even matter.
But honestly I shouldn't be surprised.

A lot of things feel different.

And you know there's no bull s**t excuse you can make for this.

Seen you on facebook.
Seen you on neopets.
Seen you online so even if your phone was broken you could've said something.

I feel like everyone I love is just going to leave at some point nowadays,
Really though, should I be surprised?

I haven't felt like I mean a damn thing to you in a long time.
Cause you're oh so guarded with your feelings, right?

God ******** everyone.

This song is the epitome of fitting.