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I can't believe I took that advice.
I can't believe I just said all of that,
especially when I knew it would be completely worthless.

I wonder if this is it,
and if now you'll leave me alone so that I can just get over you.
Because I can't keep feeling this way,
And I don't have any self control and I can't even trust myself around you.
Or even talking to you.

But you ran away.
You logged off.
So now I think I'll be okay.

On a lighter note,
other things are looking much brighter.
Soon enough I'll figure whatever is making me lose my mind,
And I'll just fix it.
Hopefully you'll be there when I've sorted it all out.