It's crazy how you can think you've got life figured out and then find out it's flipped over. Life is fun, until something unclinks. So, what now? Back to start? Have I lost the flame that kept me going on? I mean, I never thought that my relationship would swirl in a big U and now all that is me.
Do relationships make us completely us?
No, don't answer that. I know the answer... No. Then why the heck did I lose myself?! Because everything I knew is now unbalanced? Everything I came to be was solely his girlfriend? Is it because I have lost most of my friends? Is it because I am not yet independent?
I think I know what I need... An escape from life. But that raises more questions, doesn't it? How? Where? Will it really work?
Ugh... ( cool My Happy Ending ( cool - Avril Lavinge
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