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Nostalgia, Ultra.
Except we're on the Channel Orange.
Drifting down the currents, memories grabbing your heels and aiming to break your heart.

Do you ever sit awake and ponder the past?
Though they say its useless, I mean, we can't change the pass.
I do. I can't deny it. Occasionally I find myself living in the past.
It's already Wednesday, but I'm still stuck on the events from last night.

I wish I could just press forward without a care in the world.
I'm always just longing for some sort of understanding, its inexplicable.
I just want to ensure the past doesn't repeat itself, unless it was a beautiful thing.
I guess that's what you're aiming for as well. Who could blame someone for not wanting to relive the past?

Do you ever fear you've peaked? Some say you peak in high school,
I can definitely say I wasn't one of those people.
I don't ever really... see myself peaking?
I'm far too introverted for my own good. I have goals, I complete things, that's true.

I feel so guilty skipping class right now.
This is definitely the last time.
I'm just mad because I got started off on a bad foot and missed my appointment at the speaking center.
I can't find the medical form I need either.

I'm just going to go to my lab today though,
So I can read the play for my English class and do some work for my IGS class.

I totally killed my quiz.
It was the ******** s**t.
And I got extra credit like a mother ******** boss.
GOOD s**t.

Blah I'm so tired.
I thought about snoozing but I think I'll just make a pot of columbian.

Lately, I've been thinking of writing again.
There's so much I want to say.