...I hope you're proud of yourself.
I hope you're ******** proud.
You've gone and broken me again. Completely. Utterly. Shattered.
This time more than ever before. You've killed me.
You're not even going to read this, are you? You don't care about me. Not now. Not ever.
Why did you ever stop me before, huh? Why did you keep me alive? So I could watch as you broke me to pieces? Is that it?
Just ******** tell me already...Why?
But you know what? Even after all of this. Even though I've never wanted to die more in my life than I do right now, this second, I still love you. I will always love you. I will DIE loving you.
So know this, Christina. Whatever happens to me, whatever I do, however, and whenever it happens, I still love you.
I shall love you until my very last breath...As promised. All those years ago.
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A recollection of a life once lived
Just random babblings of myself, who I am, who I once was, where I came from and how exactly I came to be where I am today.
"You don't realize what you have lost, yet. You may never realize it, as that requires depth of some degree. But it was your decision of betrayal that led us here. I am wholly justified to rebuke you. Who knows? Maybe one day you might wake up and think of this. You might remember your decision at the most unexpected time. You might actually regret your decision. And when that point comes, it will be too late. But that is not my burden to shoulder.
You're gonna carry that weight."
You're gonna carry that weight."