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Dec. 2nd, 2013.

Log 4.

I am so sad. My family doesn't like the fact that I'm dating mistress, who's four years younger then me. So me and mistress had to lie to my family. But they think it's also bad for me to Skype with her too. I feel like I'm Romeo and she's Juliet, yet my family and the world treats my like a worthless animal. My heart is breaking because I'm not aloud to see mistress. We love each other so much but my family is acting like Pokefarm. My younger brother was able to take his drivers tests but I haven't got to yet. I also don't have a job. My mom says we'll get to it but never does. Is my family trying to keep me here. It feel like my house is a prison that I can't escape. I am just some animal to them. Maybe I shouldn't be called human anymore. I want to be with mistress. I'm crying on the inside and about to on the outside too. It's tearing me apart. cat_cry