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If you could only read my mind, and see past all the awkward quirks I have, you would see that there is more to what I say than the words I speak. If you could only see my thoughts, and feel the intention in my heart, you would know that I'm not just a typical loser. If you could only be in my head, in the same way you are in my heart, you could understand that I'm not as messed up as I seem to be.

If there was a place for me in this world, and I could choose where it would be, I would make it in your heart. I would make a home in your life, be a part of your dreams.

If you could only be here, so you can be all you with all me - so you can complete me as you mistreat me. If only there was a way for me to make you see that my solitude is just an absence.

If you could only read my mind, you would see that I'm emotionally numb towards a lot of people, towards a lot of things. I'm in a sick addiction, I'm lost, I'm hurting myself and my mental state is not good.

Don't get me wrong. I'm not depressed, I'm not sad, I'm just not perfect. The world will come crashing down and I will burn the ashes that remain, for you.