I was flirting with the devil, but now I am fending him off, aren't you all proud? ((Refer back to my older entries for what I'm talking about...10/18 ))
So, lately he's been coming on hard 'cause of my singality(if that's a word). But I just don't want to deal with him. 'Cause, you know, it's been over three months but I'm pleased with being single. Like, it's a state that I don't want to alter. I like having the ability to walk around in front of guys and smile back at them. Ha hah. I'm not presumptuous enough to think that I'd get more than a look back, but yeah, it's still fun. I feel more free.
Too bad he doesn't seem to get the hint. I mean, I've stopped IMing him and he only IMs me. I respond haphazardly and somewhat distantly...at least, I feel that way. But yeah, he's still pretty vibrant. I don't want to block him because, bleeding heart that I am, he's been really sweet and caring to me, even if our standings are WAY different. Of course, he's also been an a*****e, but we always worked it out, you know? It's just, I've grown out of his silly games and he hasn't grown out of mine. I don't want to hurt him, but what else is there to do? I hope he starts catching on.
Either way, I've been walking around my school and getting to know a couple of my guy friends better. A lot of them are rather awesome. They're not too bad looking(quite cute, really) and I click on them. So when I was asked, "Do you have a crush on anyone?" I answered with, "No, but I'm leaning towards a few guys." One of them actually asked me, "Who are these guys?" I wonder if he knows? Probably not, he's younger than me, but he's cute. Ha hah, w00t for *****. He's sweet, though. Innocent, you know? It'd be a big change for me to deal with, but I think it'd be fun...
Wow. I sound like a cold and heartless b***h out for a quick romp. .__O; That didn't come out right.
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The Shadows Are Alive
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Oooh~!!! Men in mind? Like the guy at the Jewelry Store?! xd LOL! j/k (inside joke)
***** have it, too. *nods* sweatdrop
Didn't sound right? *blinks* Dunno how else to put it...