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I'm the one who had to learn to build a heart made of armor

I wonder why you keep trying to be with me,
It's literally been like seven months of you trying and trying and trying to take me out

And it's literally been seven months of me dodging your calls and texts and pleas.
I don't know why you've decided to be so persistent,
But thank you.

You're persistence has really made me appreciate just how special you are.
Thank you for not giving up on me.

I really, truly suck and I hope you know that going in.
I know you want to be my boyfriend, and that you want me to be your girlfriend

But I will have to warn you that you risk the very high probability of me breaking your heart, ruthlessly at that.

Still, you're asking and asking and asking
To date a girl who lives 2 hours away,
Who you'll only see once in a blue moon.

I don't know if you're just bored and crave some sort of attention, that even I haven't really given to you,

Or if you actually want to get caught up in my train wreck of a life.

Still, I'd be lying if I said your kiss didn't make me feel like I was melting.
What on earth have you done to me? I'm supposed to be an ice queen!