I designed my undoing.
Can't remember a night I've slept through. surviving my own memories.
Somewhere between anger and ignorance.
Feeling this on the inside.
contorting and twisting.
Finding a sanctuary in this tainted dream.
Doing what needs to be done to stop bleeding
Little things to suppress the weeping
Jaded masochism devouring the hate in me
Clarity comes in the unwilling pain
In that hollow grasp i let go
A mutual annihilation