There can't be a rainbow without a storm
How's life you ask? I learned who my real friends were. From dealing with almost getting evicted from my apartment, by any means necessary to keep rent paid, and learning how to live life with PTSD. Though through that stormy battle, therapy is what helped the most. Now I am working again and still have the same apartment. Even though it isn't my dream job, it gets the bills paid. Basically I'm a janitor at the high school I was heavily bullied at. But other than that , It is truly a miracle I got to keep my apartment. One important life lesson: there are A LOT of freeloaders. Don't give up though on the dream you have for Helena Lilith... But if it doesn't work out, I can at least said I tried. Just remember I am not the same person I was a year ago.