Hmmm... Lets see...
Yesterday I had been called a devil worshiper three times by my family... i may not be as much of as christian as i used to be but... i am not a satanic person in the least... People have to understand that just because i wear black all the time... and i wear converse... and i wear my amulet and my heavy jewlery as they so lovingly put it... By any means does not mean I am a damn satanist... they say that they do not know what happened to their precious little girl who used to be on a dance team and who used to cheer and used to have team spirit... and crap like that... ill tell you what happened... just because i liked a different kind of music... just because i prefered trivium to brittany spears... just because i thought playing the guitar and guys having peircings was hot... i was shunned by the "in" crowd because i was different... and when i met some people who are now my friends that like what i like... they are the "wrong" people to associate with... my mom has never liked my friends since the fifth grade and now she says its gotten even worse... well you know what... im sorry but they can go to hell... just because i dress differently and listen to different music then i used to... im now an alien in this houshold... i cant stand it anymore... maybe i need to just get out somehow... im constantly being told by my cousins... "you cant pull off the All black look... so why dress that way?" well you know what? i dont care what they think... because thats the way i am right now... and they cant change what i think i need to do... so why try?
ok well... thats what im writing tonight...
bye people,
~*~Shippo~*~
Yesterday I had been called a devil worshiper three times by my family... i may not be as much of as christian as i used to be but... i am not a satanic person in the least... People have to understand that just because i wear black all the time... and i wear converse... and i wear my amulet and my heavy jewlery as they so lovingly put it... By any means does not mean I am a damn satanist... they say that they do not know what happened to their precious little girl who used to be on a dance team and who used to cheer and used to have team spirit... and crap like that... ill tell you what happened... just because i liked a different kind of music... just because i prefered trivium to brittany spears... just because i thought playing the guitar and guys having peircings was hot... i was shunned by the "in" crowd because i was different... and when i met some people who are now my friends that like what i like... they are the "wrong" people to associate with... my mom has never liked my friends since the fifth grade and now she says its gotten even worse... well you know what... im sorry but they can go to hell... just because i dress differently and listen to different music then i used to... im now an alien in this houshold... i cant stand it anymore... maybe i need to just get out somehow... im constantly being told by my cousins... "you cant pull off the All black look... so why dress that way?" well you know what? i dont care what they think... because thats the way i am right now... and they cant change what i think i need to do... so why try?
ok well... thats what im writing tonight...
bye people,
~*~Shippo~*~
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