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my little scribblings of nothingness...
This journal is kind of like my diary, so it's pretty much doing to have daily enteries. I'm 16, and I'm really clumsy and sort of smart I like to read write, play on the computer, hang out with my mates, listen to music, play my flute, my guitar a
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My my. Look at how time as passed. It is now July the 12th 2006 and the last time I posted in my journal it was at some point in December 2005!!!
Well a lot of things have happened since then. For one I'm not with Drake anymore.... b*****d.... I am now happily single I guess you could say.
My little brother and his friends are taking great pleasure in Emo-bashing me. One of his friends go to my school. My parents arn't doing anything to stop Kieran meaning I have no way of escaping this torment at home. At school I can just walk off and retreat to the library. No such luck at home though.
I have been to my first of three balls that I have this year. It was a roaring success... well not quite. But I really want to thank my friend Nigel who took me. Pity he wouldn't let me pay him back.... Damn my school for not letting us invite people from other schools around Auckland other wise I would take him to mine. Oh well. I can still take him to the Orchestra ball that my school orchestra hosts.
My Parents have decided to renovate the house which is going along fairly smoothly. Unfortunatly my room is included in these renovations meaning I have to get the window in my bedroom ripped out. Now the window that is being removed is rather large as it reaches from floor to ceiling. The problem that I have with this is the fact that it's the middle of winter here in New Zealand and I'm not really looking forward to the prospect of having a massive hole in the wall only boreded up with bits of plyboard! or the other prospect of being moved into my little brothers room and having to sleep with him for the whole duration!!
School sucks as usual. (that's besides from the emobashing). I'm failing quite a lot of my subjects. I have homework that I'm not completing.... on the topic of homework I should really make a start on that assignment for english.... anywho.
I am currently placed my self back into the hands of my counciller at school because of the troubles at home and school. It's great to talk to her sometimes. It just really clears things up and makes life easier to deal with.... Now If only I could do that with my stalker. Yes I have managed to accumulate a stalker whom hails from my school. When did this stalking start you ask? Well it was back on a tourism trip to Waitomo. On the train back home I fell asleep to find the guy - Andy - Sitting next to me. Once he'd moved to see some friends my friend Marie showed me a video she'd taken on her phone of him stroking my hair.... Then on monday of last week I had gone on a walk to escape my mom (since it's the school holidays currently) and as I was crossing the street, who happened to nearly run me over while sitting in his mates car?! none other then Andy.... oh joy.... they stopped to say "hi" but that didn't last long though because the car now has a nice dent in the back bumper courtesy of my foot. It gets worse.... On Sunday I had caught the bus home from work when at the next stop upon leaving Browns Bay, Andy got on the bus and noticing me sitting in the back corner approached me and sat really close next to me cornering yours faithfuly in the corner! He started to stroke my hair and whisper "sweet nothings" in my ear. At least two stops from my house he started to tell me he wanted me in his pants.... Now that started to gross me out just a tad. So by the time we where nearing my stop I leaned in close to him and whispered "You'll sooner be speaking in soprano then be having me in your pants you filthy b*****d" got up and pressed the "stop" so the bus driver could let me off at my stop. It's scary. Not to mention EWW! I swear! I'm too young to have a stalker! especially one like Andy!
My creative jucies are flowing freely though on a lighter note. I have been typing up my stories onto quizilla and I have started writing yet another one... I just have to actually regain my stories from my friend Katie however so I can continue typing them as she currently has in them in her possession.

I guess this is all I have to ramble on about. If I have more to say I'll type it up and post it. I promise myself that. I mean... I have a way of outputting my emotions....






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Kira Skyra
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commentCommented on: Mon Sep 18, 2006 @ 06:44am
ooooo cheer up :O


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