well... not all up in da spunky mood right now.. but i'll try
wink typing is quite a bit off today so don't mind the major typos... well lets see!!! *opens new window to see what i said in last entry* oh great...
sweatdrop tis the long one... ah yes... i was in the band study hall.... *Thinks about what's happened since then* very little homework last night if i recall!! so that was good... um... short time talking to me baby but it was ok.... lol i can't remember anything after that yesterday... but let's see today is the first of october and it's CRISSY'S bday ...
whee heart um... so today!! yea... woke up... let's see... mlah i was/am sooo tired today... but in a kick a** mood just like yesterday... plus!! my favorite weather today... VERY cold, rainy and dark...
wink um... so i went to school... kinda felt like a monday since yesterday REALLY felt like a friday... so the morning went by extremely slow... but lunch was fun and then band afterwards was oddly kick a** today... we had another sub.. and he was really cool... he let us do whatever we wanted to, as long as we were practicing our music still... so a senior girl named kathryn was our director for the day... and the 3 jazz band boys got brought out the guitars (2 reg. 1 bass) and patrick (our only percussionist) took the drum set we have and we all played our pepband music with the drummer and guitars... it kicked a** and actually sounded really cool... so after kathryn got sick of being the conductor for the day everyone put their stuff away and we all sat back and talked quietly and listened to the mini band play red hot chili peppers and such... they're really good togehter... josh (one of the jazz guys) totally rocks on the guitar... so watching them i was thinkin' of me benji and how it'd be cool if he were in jazz band here... (since guitars are allowed in our jazz band)
blaugh whee xp heart heart heart so! what else... um... TIS THE WEEKEND WOOOO!!! my toe is doing excelent!! and it doesn't hurt anymore.. i'm in a really good mood >.< um... yup so it's the weekend and very little homework... the padre (dad in spanish) is gone for the weekend so it's time to hang with mum and vedge, and go hang with bday buddy tomorroW!! whee!!
heart heart but that's about it - oh! i said i'd post that one poem... so here it is... (sorry 'bout the longness) ... and i think i'll post the picture i drew for it too... here ya go!! i'll update (hopefully) tomorrow... till then....
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heart Kay
Broken AngelAn angel fell tonight
from the darkened sky
something wasn't right
because she couldn't fly
She fell from the clouds
down so far
to the cold ground
into this war
She stumbled and fell
as I watched the pain
then cried so well
in the pouring rain
So I went to her
to see the woe
everything became a blur
when it did show
and it hurt when she said
"please take my fear"
as she shook her head
so I wiped her tears
As she trembled
in the silent night
I tried and tried
to help make it right
but the forceful pain
seems to seep in
it seems the only way
is to give it all in
Her brightness
began to fade
'make her lifeless'
the silence begged
and as her beauty
wore away
she cried to me
with nothing to say
Her wings fell limp
and soaked in the rain
every single drip
filled with so much pain
She lay down slowly
to kiss the ground
I watched her eyes closing
as she was found
Her wings began
to close around her
slowly again
making a barrier
I could hear her weeping
as I knelt to touch her
then faint screaming
but I can't remember
Tracing my fingers
across her wings
rain droplets lingered
as I started to sing...
"Here's the sad part
this angel in the rain
they'd tear out her heart
and leave her in pain"
"I never found out
how she survived
or anything about
the sadness she kept inside"
"Down on her knees
she bled on the floor
no one agreed
when she screamed 'no more' "
I pulled back a wing
as the blood fell
and continued to sing
the dark song to tell...
"She'll never know
how much I tried
to save her soul
on the night that she died"
One last breath
and she lay still
an angel of death
against her will
She sank away
into the ground
there was no way
to save her now
All that remain
are the battered wings
soaked in rain
and still I sing...
"Dead in her mind
and cold to the bone
she opened her eyes
and saw she was alone"
but now she wont fret
she wont have to fight
and no one will let
the demons come tonight
The burnt halo
that lay there faint
was dim now
in the gentle rain
I sat in sorrow
with her wings in my lap
the dawn bringing tomorrow
some kind of trap
With her halo there
I sat and cried
because I couldn't bare
that an angel died
Kayla Keena
9/26/04
