I am still really ******** pissed off. I reall wold like to take some ones head off. Okay so you see, some of my friends joined a rival coven that likes to go and not pay any attention to it's own ordains. And get this, these "friends" said that they would not join either coven because they where going off to college. I had lunch with one of them and confonted them about it and they said " well, that was a few months ago, whne it was still the truth." I'm sorry, but I took it as a kind of promise. Then, the person said, wel, I just got to know them better. I'm sorry, but to me that is not a fesiable excuse to go back on your word, and then not even have enough gull, or even to be enough of a friend to at least tell me before they went through with it. Not a hey, hi, or ******** you. I would not be as mad if they would have at least returned my phone calls or at least told me that they were joining the coven. But alas, it apears to me that people have once again jabbed a knife within my back and twisted. But of course, I was unable to hurt my "friends" feelings (they really are nice people, even if they don't realize that I like to be told up front whats going on.) So, once again, my believe that all humans are beings who should not be trusted or they will hurt pulls through once again. (Leah doesn't count, because she is leah, clearly not a human rofl ) FYI, I'm not very trusting, and these people who have choosen to go with people ,who I've known to lie, munipulate, and steal others ideas,have unfortanatly lost a good deal of my trust, but not my love. and I am indeed heart broken over this whole ordeal; and I just don't think it was fair that they choose the people with whom they've known for a less amount of time. oh yes, my heart is bleeding, my heart is bleeding. gonk sad cry now may I never speak of it again.
but alas, it was their choice, and I would like them to do as they wish.
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