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*sits on her recliner as she starts a new entry to her journal*

Dear Journal,

*sighs and ponders on how to write today's events* hmm well to start off, when I got to Bean's house, Anko opened the door but however my legs didnt work for me so I fell on the ground while Cechi and Anko helped me get back to my feet and onto the couch. Then Cechi told me of "the happenings" of yesterday night. -__- well at first I thought that she was just messing with me and stuff because clearly that couldnt happen...however it did. So I fainted for a while until Anko's oragami fans started helping me. XP

So after I came to, people started pouring into the house and everything was back to normal...well mostly >.o You see....after I came to I realised that I had left my clothes at the telephone booth (me = a dumbass. what's new? -__-;; ) so embarrassingly i was in my underwear. So as people starting pouring in like an ocean wave carrying sea scum, I ran off to the bedrooms to hide. I hated being such a dumbass and whimp. God damn it how i hated it >.< then I came up with the stupidest idea i have ever came up with: facing my fears. But not only just that but that meant that I was to go out and strut around in my underwear as if everything was ok and I was cool with it....however that plan totally failed on me and everyone was appalled. Especially Jack. Who personally took me to his bedroom and gave me a dress to put on. "put on something decent" gosh those words just kill me. I've seen whores walk in and out of this house with barely anything covering everything and me just little innocent ME cant go walking around in my underwear!! O.O imagine that! actually it was good of him cause i was extremely embarrassed. infact so embarrassed that I ran to the kitchen and cried! eek crying i know i'm such a whimp. i could never be brave. Infact such a whimp that I tried to hide my tears from jack when he came in by splashing water from the facet on my face pretending to wash my face. He didn't fall for it. Then he petted me which was a very strange feelings going up and down my spine and all the way down to my legs where I almost lost my balance. It was a funny feeling and I laughed. Jack is so silly something underneath the evilness that sometimes blocks it. :3

Then he started talking about Bean. I started to get sad again. Everyone missed him but mostly me since I havent seen him since he got back because I kept knocking myself out right before he comes back to the house D: I am such a clutz...and a hopeless being.

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