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Sorry for the interruption in my story. However, a good friend of mine told me that if I disappear from Gaia for any time and don't post something about it, he worries. So, even though I don't know whats going on, I thought I would warn you all.

I am going nucking futs!

School for my kids will be starting in just a few weeks. Husband got a new job. And what with finding out that my computer wasn't completely fixed, and it still needs a few things done to it's bios so it stops spontaneously rebooting. And dealing, still, with mom practically living on the main computer.

And that's just the surface stuff. Cuz honestly, I am practically having an identity crisis here. I don't know... it is very complicated. The jist of it is that I am feeling torn between feeling like I must be super-mom and be self sacrificing 24/7, and feeling like I am an important person (my husband has worked on me for quite a while with my self esteem issues) and I am deserving of time for myself and that things like laundry and dishes and sweeping can be done later if I feel I need a break.

So, and even though everyone whose journal I read almost constantly has seemed to include in the last week or so the same kind of personal hiatus and/or computer based hiatus, I decided that I must also explain my craziness.

Hopefully, this is not the beginning of a leave of absense from Gaia... as I do like Gaia a LOT. But things are crazy, and so am I, and, well, ARGH!

Ya, thats about it.
See you later.