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WHO THE ******** DO YOU THINK YOU ARE? [explicit content]
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WHAT. THE. HELL.

God damnit, why can't he just learn to shut his ******** mouth up? GEEZ. Always asking WHY. Always having need people get his aproval on ANYTHING. Always needing to be the SUPERIOR on. ALWAYS HAVING TO BE 'RIGHT.'

WHAT the ******** HELL. WHY do you make such ******** big remarks and comments, and make such a ******** big deal about such little things! GEEZ MAN. HONESTLY.

'king hell. You're not always right about every single thing about a person. SO ******** IGNORANT. SO HEFFIN MINDLESS. SUCH A b*****d. Do you find it FUN to put people down like that? Shove whatever the crap you want to infront of their faces and boast being all superior about it? GOD. GET A ******** LIFE.
Are you happy because we're wrong? Or at least in your mind we're wrong. I HATE YOU. I'm sorry, it's not nice, I know...BUT I HATE YOU LIKE THIS.

I. HATE. YOU.

Was there ever a time that I honestly cared more than a droplet of feeling for you when you were like this? ...I think a droplet is too generous.

YOU ARE A ******** a** HOLE. I'M SORRY. I know I must be over-reacting, but DAMNIT. Someone has to speak up. I'm venting all this crap because he's on the ******** phone with my mom saying all the crap he wants to, thinking that it's okay, and the other person has no feelings. GOD DAMNIT. as;ldfjASDKJFAlkjalfkdsjoeiuralkhsdgl!!!geeeazdxfahdskjfljaslkdjfgodsdamaksdhf.

JUST SHUT UP. SHUT UP. You heard me, SHUT UP.

You have no feelings...do you even know what they are? Were you thinking of how you felt when you married my mum? Geez...we're not ******** ragdolls you can take your anger out on whenever you feel like it...I FLCIK YOU OFF WILLINGLY. scream

You know, I can't take it n'more. I don't care if you apologized...if EVER you dared apologizing..if you ever had the courage to apologize...I know I wouldn't take it. All you've done...a single word won't make up for that. No matter how much you were sorry, I wouln't accept it.
HELL, I don't think you have any intentions of apologizing. I don't think you ever even thought the word...You prolly laugh at the thought of apologizing, because, "there's no use in explaining or having to apologize for it. It's done and done. Nothing can change that...blahblahblah"

******** HARASSMENT. On everyone in the family. Yeah right, "simple dicipline" my a**...it's bloody harassment and we know you've been doing that for as long as we can remember...it's not just simple parental quarrels or crap. Most people that do love each other - even the slightest - would regret every word that they've said. Every curse. Every doubt. Every put-down. Every single thing they said to show hate towards the other...They'd feel bad and say sorry. I know in writting all this, I do have regret for the hatred.

I don't think he even knows what he's doing, and thinks it's all natural and go, "C'est la vie." ...Well you know what, b*****d? It's not just life. YOU have the ablity to change that fact, but you don't want to, because you think it's just fun.

...And that, is but a mere fraction of how much I hate, despise, loathe, want to yell at, and all that nasty stuff at my...father when he yells at my mom for such a little reason as not telling him that she went off with my aunt to the mountains...GOD DAMNIT. >:[


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Yes, I still love you all, don't worry xd heart
I won't be less a person than I usually am, just because of all this random yelling x:
Sorry for all the 'phuck' words, too O:

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commentCommented on: Fri Sep 22, 2006 @ 11:00pm
;.; stupid parrents.
now i have to talk to you gonk and hope everything is right heart


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