Two entries in one day...just goes to show you the s**t that happens to me...
Plain and simply...I'm depressed again...
Still hating life more than ever before
Still wanting the sweet relief of death
but it wont come to me
I have to go get it...
Too much stress on a person brakes them into tiny shards
apparently nobody told me that...
I think I've been pushed pretty damn close to the edge...
I'm going to be shoved over pretty soon if something dosent give first...
I just want to curl up into a ball and be put into a box so that I can sleep all my problems away
but I know that sure as hell isnt happening...
If I break...I probably wont be comming back from the deep end...
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