Whats today but just another day, just another day.
Just anotehr lie to pass the time.
Just another way to say "I love you" in a rhyme.
To have your heart broken,
the worst words spoken.
He said "no", she said "so" and all i could say was "i dont know".
I try to cry, i try to explain why, but i cant..
Because today is just another day, just another day.
Just another way for me to fall down,
forget my smile and keep my frown.
Just another day to dream, and to keep on dreaming,
of you, of me, and our happy little family.
To just wake up and find myself,
SMACK!
in the middle of cruel reality.
I need some help!
But then again today is just another day...
Just another day,
for me to say I dont care anymore!
I want you gone and out of my life! I dont care if you die!
But thats just another lie!!
And it hurts...
It hurts to think that you never really walked through,
walked through my door.
You were never really here, and now you wont be anymore.
Oh but thank goodness that today is just another day in my distant memory that fades.
That one day when i'm old and married and always happy,
I'll look back and remember that day in september
that i only showed a part of me
Part of who i pretend i want to be.
that there was more to the loser, the geek,
Miss style, or Mr. sheeck.
More to the quiet book worm in the back of the class,
there was way more then the equation fo rmass!!
I saw things that i really didnt want to see.
I saw who i was, and who i was, wasnt me.
Atleast not the me i knew,
that one girl who was always thinking of you.
I thought i was just another lovesick puppy who needed to be near her mommy.
But no, i needed to be alone,
to sit at home, staring in the dark, i needed to be there,
I needed to be somewhere, and jump into reality and away from insanity!
To be pushed away and face my fears,
I needed to be strong again and stop the tears.
I'm the one who needed to start checking under the bed and looking in the closet to scare the monsters away.
I'm the one who needed to start remembering,
that today was just another day.........
Just anotehr lie to pass the time.
Just another way to say "I love you" in a rhyme.
To have your heart broken,
the worst words spoken.
He said "no", she said "so" and all i could say was "i dont know".
I try to cry, i try to explain why, but i cant..
Because today is just another day, just another day.
Just another way for me to fall down,
forget my smile and keep my frown.
Just another day to dream, and to keep on dreaming,
of you, of me, and our happy little family.
To just wake up and find myself,
SMACK!
in the middle of cruel reality.
I need some help!
But then again today is just another day...
Just another day,
for me to say I dont care anymore!
I want you gone and out of my life! I dont care if you die!
But thats just another lie!!
And it hurts...
It hurts to think that you never really walked through,
walked through my door.
You were never really here, and now you wont be anymore.
Oh but thank goodness that today is just another day in my distant memory that fades.
That one day when i'm old and married and always happy,
I'll look back and remember that day in september
that i only showed a part of me
Part of who i pretend i want to be.
that there was more to the loser, the geek,
Miss style, or Mr. sheeck.
More to the quiet book worm in the back of the class,
there was way more then the equation fo rmass!!
I saw things that i really didnt want to see.
I saw who i was, and who i was, wasnt me.
Atleast not the me i knew,
that one girl who was always thinking of you.
I thought i was just another lovesick puppy who needed to be near her mommy.
But no, i needed to be alone,
to sit at home, staring in the dark, i needed to be there,
I needed to be somewhere, and jump into reality and away from insanity!
To be pushed away and face my fears,
I needed to be strong again and stop the tears.
I'm the one who needed to start checking under the bed and looking in the closet to scare the monsters away.
I'm the one who needed to start remembering,
that today was just another day.........
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