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traumatized in science this morning when i was like with one knee on the chair my leg back behind me foot hanging off the edge a bit.. and one foot on the floor.. leaning over the table as we were doing a lab.. my science teacher comes up behind me and says something like "carolyn, foot down.." so i went to put it down after doing something quick.. and i dunno if he meant to or not but he touched my butt at the same time he said that... earlier i thought 'ah.. couldn't be must've been by accident' but then i think of his reputation with my friends that had him last year.. they said he was a perv and people say and used to say he touched girls' asses... but then i feel violated... cuz he touched me.. if he does it again i'll punch him or something.. but i'm debating on going to my guidance counselor... i think i will... i trust her.. and my friends are right.. this shouldn't be left alone... but i'm really feeling kinda traumatized by this though.. i'm stressed and i feel all closed off to people.. almost like i dun wanna talk to em.. or they dun understand me.. i almost feel like a different species now.... but at the same time.. i'm crying for help from my friends.. cuz i dun wanna become one of those people...... i feel so confused... i feel just like laying down and crying... its kinda resembling that feeling when a guy earlier this year kissed me..... i had no idea what to do... and like now.. i almost have the same feeling.. i have this horrible sinking in the pit of my stomach.. and an uneasyness about me... i feel like shaking.. crying... and just miserable... i don't get it... but.. if u have any advice for what i should do.. or advice in gereal.. tell me it... and for those who think its so easy to report him... i used to say the same thing to people... until something like that just happened to me... so now.. i feel how scared and undecisive those people were.. and how hard it is to tell someone... and how hard it is just to leave it alone..... leave me some comments people.. i could really use em...

Posted by: whistle Tue Jan 11, 2005 @ 01:01am

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Commented on: Tue Jan 11, 2005 @ 01:13am


	<center> Aww, man, that sucks. I know you may be traumitized, but if he asks you about it, just tell him that he has a nice a (if he's young) If he's old, tell him it was an accident... If you really feel that bad about it... GO TO GUIDANCE.**</center>

Commented on: Tue Jan 11, 2005 @ 01:13am


	o.O I would go to the gidecne perosn! like thats just WRONG! just WRONG!

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Commented on: Tue Jan 11, 2005 @ 01:14am


	I'm sorta traumatized aswell , but i think talking to your guidance counciler would be a good option but so would talking to your best friends they know what to do because they know you the best

Commented on: Tue Jan 11, 2005 @ 01:16am


	3nodding yup yup go to guidance counselor and try to cheer up. sing the wizard of oz song on the way there xd oh we're off to see the counselor. the conselor of our school. xp

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Commented on: Tue Jan 11, 2005 @ 01:18am


	well for the whole your teacher grabbing your a** thing i think you should go tell your counselor...because i had a similar incident but not with a teacher...with a guy from my school...but i did nothing about it becuase i was scared to...but he did it again this year so i went to see my principal and told him about it and he talk to the guy. so from expirience i think you should talk to your counselor...it helps to tell an adult they can help you!

Commented on: Tue Jan 11, 2005 @ 01:19am


	hey whistle.. okay i wasn't the pretties girl ..ever so i never really had a problem with the whole guys touching me thing.. but i will tell you flat out.. there is nothing wrong with feeling how you do.. you won't be shamed for confessing those feelings to someone .. like guidence.. i would personally go .. tell the counselor that you think it might have been an accident but other people have said it has happened before .. you just wanted them to know and you will report if it happens again.. (o.O and depending on how badly you wanna nail him you could set him up) .. but still .. even if it was an accident.. if it made you feel violated.. then there was something wrong

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Commented on: Tue Jan 11, 2005 @ 01:25am


	Report it and let the basterd be fired, should be fun to watch...

Commented on: Tue Jan 11, 2005 @ 02:05am


	That is SO WRONG!!

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Commented on: Tue Jan 11, 2005 @ 04:28am


	I know what I'm about to say isn't very original, but it seems your best option really is to talk to your guidance counselor. If you can trust her, it'd be best to tell her since she has a say in whatever goes on within the faculty.

Commented on: Tue Jan 11, 2005 @ 08:39pm


	<center>report him and get him fired, whee 3nodding heart hugs just go to the guidance councillor, and tell her what happened.... You'll be ok, big sis, got it? Hugs tight</center>

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