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i hate it when guys are oblivious to how you feel.
there is this one guy i heart really heart like. he's funny, handsome and he sings in his angelic voice everywhere he goes, even in school, and i join along. we're good friends, and i wanted him to ask me to the homecoming dance. all of the boys i've ever been to dances with are ones that i had to ask. i was trying to break that habit, and i wanted to see if he or anyone else would ask me this time. today he came over to our lunch table (like always) and he asked if me and my friends would help him write a poem, because he thinks i'm the poetic type. the poem was asking a girl out to homecoming, and it wasn't me. the poem was so heartfelt and sweet and i wanted it so much to be for me, but instead i helped him write a line he couldn't think of, and he ran off grinning madly like he always does. i didn't say anything, i just let him pursue the girl he wanted. the irony of it is, that the girl he asked out has the same name as me, with only a letter of difference. so close... but i can wait for him spell it right. -^-^-