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I'm considering moving back to Maryland. |
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I highly doubt that I'd be able to anytime soon, but it's still a thought. Because...well...I'm homesick. I miss being in Maryland a little. I could walk home from school without getitng the bottoms of my pants muddy. And I've been having dreams recently where Emm and Sean pop up constantly. I'll have to tell youabout the one I had Monday/Tuesday soemtime. Maybe in this journal, maybe not.
Main Reasons I want to go back: -There's the slight chance I could get some respect form my old classmates now. -I've really been missing three of the most wonderful people in the world and I miss seeing them on a daily basis. 9You know who you are. Assholes. Love you guys. heart ) -Only people here I'd really miss are grating on my nerves a bit, and the two who don't... one hates me and treats me like s**t now, and the other...well, no flaws there, but you know, yeah.
Pros of moving back: -I'd see Emma more. -I'd see Sean more. -Might be able to focus more on my work since, well, I don't really give a ******** about guys when I move somewhere at first. -I'll be around people I don't tend to head butt at every possible moment. -More used to the climate; I like it better than Washington. -Both Emma and Sean have older sibling who are/have moved out, so I could probably live with one of them.
Cons of moving back: -Of course, some of the people I know here are amazing and the thought of never seeing them again is sad. D: -One of the BEST FRIENDS EVAR+Thoughts of never seieng them again=TEARS. DDDDDD: -If I move back, I'm mvoing back into hell. -I dun wanna go back to being the antisocial satanist poser. D:
If I were to decide to move back (just thinking about it) it probably wouldn't be for awhile. I'd have to talk my parents into it, and then get the money to move me and my stuff back. Probably would take awhile to talk Emma and/or Sean's parents into letting me live with them too.
Ok, so the dream. Somehwo I'd gotten back to maryland and was staying with Emma during the weekend. The day I was supposed to leave, I realized I never saw Sean. So I wanted to see him, but I had an hour before Emma's mom was supposed to take me abck. So Lacey, Lexy and Shannon appear and say they'll cover for me while Emma and I go to Sean's house. So Emma and I sneak out of her house (which was, oddly, a barn with a disco ball in the middle of a wheat field. O_o) and get over to Sean's. Don't ask me how, because that's the next thing I remember. So I walk into Sean's house, Emma's waiting outside, and I walk towards a big screen TV in the living room. Then I realize I never knocked and I can hear someone coming downstairs so I turn around and walk back out. I hear Sean say "what the ********" behind me, before I close the door. Then I knock, he opens the door and freaks. Then we jsup on the couch and start hugging and we're like "wheeee I missed you, nyah <3333" and then I woke up.
So yeah. GTFO.
rubixx tuesday · Fri Oct 20, 2006 @ 07:18am · 2 Comments |
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