Lets make one thing clear; I still love Danny. So much. I'd jump in front of 800 bullets, 457 throwing stars, 123 knives, 85 rabid dogs, 76 killer midgets, 40 freight trains, and 15 flamethrowers just to save his life. Maybe more, if that's what it takes. I love everything about him. Face, hair, personality, everything. He means a lot to me.
And he's going to go out with Peyton. Now, note that Peyton is one of my best friends, like, ever.
I was very mad when I heard. I felt that Peyton had betrayed my trust, because she was the only one who knew how badly I'd fallen for Danny...again. And I was so mad, I was crying and hyperventilating and about ready to jump off a cliff. But then I realized how selfish I was being. Who cares what I want, it'd Danny and Peyton's happiness's that really matter. If they want to be together, I can't stop them.
This is going to be extremely difficult. I still love him. And I'm using the word for real. None of this fake s**t that you hear teenagers saying these days. And I thought I was over him but I guess I was wrong. And I have little to no chance of getting him back. Guys, help me get through this, please.
rubixx tuesday · Thu Dec 07, 2006 @ 04:11am · 0 Comments |