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Well ok here i go... I broke up with my b/f. He said that he killd someone and it scared me half to death. I just couldnt do it anymore. Well now i have a new friend and hes 19. really hott but in 15 and all... he calls us *friends with benifits* or whatever crap that is and we where just making out in my bedroom..

I feel like all guys are cheep and all are creeps in some way or another.. i mean if i want to be *friends with benifits* i wouldnt have made out with him and that stuff.. i just dont know what to do...i feel like he wants me but doesnt want people to know about us

well mabie im overreacting...mabie he really like me but cant for fear of getting in trouble with the law or something like that...cause it could be labled as rape and all

i also like my friend RELs b/f and i know for a fact he likes me... but he likes her too and i dont want him to brake up with her just to go out with me or she wont be my friend amymore...plus what about mike?

if you have any advise then just tell me cause i really need the moral help. ok so pm me or just post a message or comment thing...love everyone..bue buye!!!