Well for me.. i have just been having alot of fun... goin to parties and all of that fun stuff. Well i been hangin with maddie alot and just having fun... my grades are slipping just a little down to some c's and the rest are b's and a's... its ok but im not proud.
I miss my old life and want to go back to it. i dont want to get older even tho im only 15. its just hard living a life of lies and everything... with my parents devorced and there girlfriends and husbands and all that i just cant handle it all... it just hurts that they could keep there grubby hands off someone for even 6 months.
how do you think that makes me feel?? like a kid of sluts or something like that.. how would you feel if you felt like your whole life was a lie...like someone or everyone didnt want you here for one reason...
I feel that im here for a reason an one reason only.. once i fulfill that reason i will be killed or die. i dont know how that works out but i know it will happen...
saddness...it is a loved thing.. cherish it with your life, for one day it will be lost forever and you will never get it back
love with all of your heart while you still can before you loose it to the scumbags of the earth.
keep yourself for you until you are ready to give it to the exactly right person... dont forget who you are and never give up for it is a sign of weakness and nobody wnats to be weak..
love everyone
take my edvice
Bailey
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