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Year Anniversary...
You know, its been almost a year sense I stopped cutting myself. And personally, Im sorta proud of myself. I mean, going an entire year without cutting is like an addict quitting smoking. But lately theres been all this stress going on... Me not being here for christmas, my step family, my friends... And the other day, I found a box cutter in the cabinet. And you know... I kind of miss the sting it brought... How warm my blood tasted when I used to lick it from my hands, it just brings back memories... God, I sound overdramatic...but when youve gone so long not doing it, it just feels so weired, you know? Like a friend thats gone forever and you dont realize it yet. Its just a strange feeling in my blood when I think about it...
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