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Diary of a Broken Home
So, I've decided to make a journal, where I guess I'll 'vent' out all of my thoughts, whether in poem, lyrical, or just speech form. Do you have to read it? No. Completely up to you. I really don't care.
Viente Cinco
Currently Listening to:
The Queen and I By: Gym Class Heroes

My journal entries are l-a-m-e
And those who take the time to read them,
need a life.
Either that or I love you.
Take your pick.

Swimming tires me out.
I haven't gotten a full night's sleep for over a week.
I got swim practice tomorrow morning too.
But when I get back,
I'll be here,
hopefully talking to a certain somebody,
who owes me pictures.
Yeah. They know who they are.

"I'm just that person you'd love to forget about,
but you'd hate to lose."

~Bijyo


I sometimes wonder why I'm who I am.
My family doesn't trust me,
I'm invisible at school,
I'm not good at anything.
I'm a waste of space really.
I mean seriously,
You get rid of me,
and you could proabably replace me with a doctor,
maybe they'd find the cure to some of the worst illnesses,
or maybe replace me with some scholarly student,
who invents some great thing
that gives sight to the blind,
voices to the mute,
or brings the dead back alive.
I donno.
But I'm just me.
I can't seem to do anything right,
why be here then?
The space I take up could be used for something better.

Oh well.
I suppose I'm stuck here aren't I?
Well for those who actually care,
and read this.
I love you.
No seriously.
If you care enough to actually take a few moments of your time,
to see what goes on in my mind,
then you deserve a trophy or something.
But I have nothing to give,
so I suppose my love will have to be good enough.
Deal with it.
Or don't care.
It's up to you.

Bijyo <3






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lawless13
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commentCommented on: Fri Nov 10, 2006 @ 03:11am
you dont take up space, i love who you are, and i wont know what to do if you left.
i read everyone of this thing just to let u know.
but your not a waste of space, ur the best thing that happen to me in a long time.
you know i love you, Girl heart heart


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