hmmm....what to write...wish i had good news....eh not so much though...me and ash are having some problems....but im not giving up on her this time...i let her go before and i regretted it so much...idk what id do if i lost her again....i love her....i just am kinda hoping she still feels the same.....if not as long as shes happy i dont really care...well i do but....if shed be happier with someone else id fight for her but in the end i know id need to let her go.....*sigh*....hopefully though it wont come to that...shes mine now....but yea....idk what else to write...im kinda stuck like *blah* right now...i guess i should be used to this by now....for some reason it only starts to happen when i fall in love with someone...and then it just falls apart....i really do want things with me and ash to work out but idk if im good enough for anyone really....i guess ill just sit back and watch everyone be happy...thatd be enough...im not letting ash go....but i do want her to be happy so if she finds it with someone better so be it but theyll have a hell of a fight....idk what else to write so i suppose i should wrap this up now....TTFN minions....Love you ash
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