The depression is trying to come on stronger again. It hurts, it's starting for abosolutely no reason, or for small reasons, and I don't know what to do about it. The things that make me happy are beginning to hurt more than heal....The only light in my life seems as if it's starting to fade to become but a shadow.....but I'm going to hold fast to it. Nothing else matters BUT that light. Not my demons, not my experiences.....that light is all important. I love and need that light more than all else in this world....even though it slips away from me, I still try to hold onto it as best as i can. I can't....I WON'T let that happiness escape me once again.
Love always~
Brittany
 TanyaDawn · Thu Nov 16, 2006 @ 04:54am · 0 Comments |
