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*sighs* so bored, i have nothing to do and i dont really want to do anything. worse combination in the world... funny thing is, i know that nobody will ever read this. i could say something like, "im the worst boyfriend in the entire world (which i actually am) and no one would see it. i just wish my life was more interesting. what the hell is the point to life anyways? we all are born, we get older, go to school for 12 to sometimes 20 years and then we get married (some of us anyways) have kids, grow even older, then we die. i guess if i made more out of life id have a hell of a lot more fun. i just wish i wasnt so afraid of what people thought of me, then id probably have a lot more fun if i just didn't care as much... oh well. ill just go through life afraid to have fun like i have done so far.