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I lay in bed last night,
Thinking, crying, sighing,
really wondering if i was dying,
gripping on tighly onto myself,
wondering if i could call himself something,
Questions beating in my head,
pounding my already lifeless body,
My soul is confused,
The devil is amused at what my next move shall be,
I gave my soul to be with someone i thought loved me,
Only now to shune myself,
and to kill with everything i have.