anyone else get killer mood swings on their periods? past few months.. i just get really out of sorts and stuff... like.. stuff that would normally bother me.. just.. make me go nearly flipping insane. i mean. i get to a point where i almost wonder if i need medication. but then, i'd only need it on my cycle.. but the way a lot of meds work with psychological issues is that you start to need it to feel normal all the time. and that is something i don't want. but, it would seem half of everything has pissed me off today. and i am quite in a mood to just have a good cry somewhere.. because i feel so freaking overwhelmed. like i just can't handle too much more mental stress...
What to do with a lot of this negative emotions and raging rollercoaster in my mind...
like, some people at the serafina rp pissed me off.. they are sooo ******** bullysome. it's ridiculous. they all like to act so liek they are so better than everyone else.. adn that everything is just about them. and then if you verbalize that.. they act like you're making a big deal out of nothing. and they want to be all critical of how everyone role plays. damn. oh... and they made best buddies with the lady who makes the serafina... so you don't even have anyone to go to with it. cuz she'll just side with them. bogus.
then, also, today in poll central. i put up a good poll. some ******** face mod there decided they had to edit it and add options. it was totally unnecessary.. but apparently they want every poll to have certain options. but, then, not all of them do.. but only certain people get edited? i call that bullshit. and nothing is done to make this mod accountable for any editing they are doing in there. it's ******** ridiculous.
oh yeah. and if you hear a lot of swearing out of me today.. i am in a rather pissy mood. mostly due to my period i assume as i'm not nearly this a**l the rest of the time. well, i don't usually feel this bad... but, man.. that whole business with my thread had me pissed off for a long a** time.
and then there is all this other personal issue i have which i'm so nto even going to put up for everyone to read due to it's extreme private and personal nature.
in a way.. it feels like it would feel so great to jsut throw something at something and have something shatter...
i am seriously.. in a bitchy mood. anyone daring to talk to me today.. should bring their wits and courage with them. because i am extremely irrational and likely to go crazy at any given moment. but, the good news is; some of the ladies at work say these mood swings have to do with me approaching 30. i guess my body is experiencing some changes.... whoopie.. goodie for my body and it's ever resetting hormones. stare gonk
 Graceangel · Fri Feb 04, 2005 @ 03:27am · 3 Comments |
