dear blah-blah-blah peoples,
the title says... "I feel stupid... >.<" and yes... I do feel stupid. i feel crappy... and I'm pissed inside... just a little I guess... the other day I got mad at my boyfriend for something that had been a misunderstanding. i feel totally lame about it and even though we made up already, i feel bad that he doesn't think that I trust or proabably has that feeling... i dunno... I'm always doing stupid stuff like that. anyways...
now I'm pissed off cause my mom said some bull s**t about "if i keep listening to rock music, it will lower my grades even further." and type of crap is that. I should... or could tell her to stop listening to filipino music but she would beat the crap outta me. and then she said i can't hang around with my friends anymore or go out or anything fun.... BULL ******** s**t! eh.. I'll try to be happy today but i have no idea if I can or not. I'm in my first period class right now, Keyboarding. Next I have Math and I hate that teacher too. He's a pain in the a** and I hate his accent. Makes me wanna slap some american in him and I'm asian -.-.... -sighs- I'm so bored. I finished all my work and i have nothing really important to do.
I love having long hair ^_^ whenever I listen to my iPod, I can just hide the headphone with my hair and stuff. listening to music with an "electronic device" is not allowed at my school. cow crap(saying that instead of bull sh**), I wish it was lunch now... I'm hungry blaugh and i wish i had coffee but it makes me teeth yellow and I don't really need it any yellower than it is....
I might say after school today cause I'm gonna go stalk people like my boyfriend! ^_^ w00t... gawd I'm such a ******** dork... ^_^ I love it though... i think... yah... -giggles-
yep... I'm a dork...
anyways.... oh damn.... I have to go to therapy today... >.< and if i miss it again, I might go nuts again. omfg! we don't have to go school on friday! yay! um... i think i'll spaz out if we did...
i'm bored... i think i already said that but I'm bored... hahaha funni (i spelled it wrong on purpose)
okie dokie...
i fink i ish gonna go now... like cut myself or something... just kidding ^_^
I'm not a freak... well maybe a little... hahaha kidding again...
man this is better than talking to yourself cause you get to look at what your saying and it's much slower ^_^
yah...
i said i was going right?
ok...
I'm going now.
I love me! <3 sorta
bye bye
~mari
P.S. mooses have just invaded my hair ~^_^~
Mari Lambo · Tue Dec 19, 2006 @ 01:58pm · 0 Comments |