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You say that you love me..but i know you dont mean it
You like toying with the feelings of others and does that make you feel
like more of a man?
You think you want something but you dont.. its just your selfsih thoaghts
you only wanted becouse someone else wants it more
How could you take something so precius and turn it so its no longer
beutiful..but shamefull
How could yoy turn me this way!!?
How could i let myself forget!?..Forget that i had once loved someone..
and you took him away from me!!
Can you ever think of someone else rather then yourself
I also live in this world but did you ever took the time to think of me?
I have feelins too..I dont want to be forgotten..
Dont you think i deserve to be loved? could you do that?
I suffer everyday..hopeing to find what i lost so long ago..soon..
i wont believe it ever exsisted..
Do i deserve this? what have i done thats so unforgibable that your
frequently trying to kill me?
If my punishment is death then i dont want to wait around any longer..
Just knowing that there will be no tomorow releaves the a bit of the pain
deep in my heart couse i know..there will be no more suffering
God..are you even up there? I just cant help to wonder..becouse sometimes..
it seems like you dont exsist.