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I am growing sick of this world by the day..theres the jerks of this world who tease you just becouse your different..look at them there all the same and thats different. My friends.. i mean i like them and all but sometimes i get tired of them. not in a way that most people get tired of their friends becouse there always there but becouse there never there. Alot of times it gets me sick that they ignore me. i mean if your bussy you can tell me not just ignore me and make me feel like im talking to the wall. Sure some people think its rude is someone tells them there bussy but not me. i rather know your doing something else so i wont be a bother. i dont like feeling alone but most of the time i am. My family is constatly fighting especially my brother who expect to be given respent without giving anyone else. He hit me the other day becosue i wouldnt clean my room just so he can lay on my bed and watch movies. it isnt fair i suffored so mcuh becouse of him ive giving up alot all becouse of his mistakes and does he get as punshiment.. a new pair of sneakers. i know its xmas and im glad he got something even tho he shouldnt have gotten nothing but what is bothering me is that after all thats happend hes still the same.. still a jerk..and still a pain.. im sorry for who ever is reading this that im dumopingall this stuff on you.. i wont do it again...and if i do and it boether you please dont bother to read..thank you for your time
With love
DarkVampSelene
A.K.A
Maria (river of sorrow)


ps. thats what maria really stands for..and it fits me..