Welcome to Gaia! :: View User's Journal | Gaia Journals

(first off, not trying to have an ego or say i am all that) BUT, why is it that all i do is help ppl, (or attempt it) and it usually helps, even a little.. but the one girl i am in love w/ (if u dont knnow who by now ur all dumb -_-ll lol it's chrissy) i hurt more than anything. i have made so many promises to her, and near broken everyone if not ALL of them.. how can u trust someone liek that? so i get why.. and i hate myself. i dont mean to hurt her, but i do.. and i feel like the lowest scum right now. and dont give me any sympathy, becus it's all my fault it truley is, and i dont deserve it. (DEAD SERIOUS DONT IF U DO I WILL KILL U)